I finally found this and it's so sad! It really hit me when I realized that his last post was a discussion with me about his Lufia run. Man, I was really looking forward to that. He was clearly a real smart guy to be able to put together a run for that game. I'm tempted to continue his work but don't have time right now.
Coincidentally, I have spent a lot of time in Corvallis myself. The weather averages only 100 sunny days a year, almost all of them from June-Sept. So by "spring" the rain gets really painful. Famously, Kurt Cobain's suicide was in Seattle on April 5.
Anyway, if you have or suspect you have any mental health problem you need to take care of yourself! I was about the same age as Zidanax when I finally figured out that I have a severe form of
Seasonal Affective Disorder. It took a lot of work and some significant changes to my life (moving to someplace with nicer weather) to manage it, but it was all worth it. If you can control your mood swings you really can do anything.
If you want to be an ally to us moody people I suggest just being a little more sensitive in general. Depression magnifies any perception of social rejection. Keep in mind that you can't see the other person online. Also, give us moody people some extra space. Sometimes we just need to be alone to wait out our mood swings.