Sorry Bob, I read, "I am nihilist," rather than, "I am not..."
As for proving that nihilism is true... Um. Basically nihilism says there is no truth. It's tricky, semantically. I think most philosophers agree that nihilism is the conclusion of total open mindedness. (I made this:
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I read a lot over the summer. Most of the time I was nihilistic. I proved it wrong, (I think.) I plan to write a book explaining what nihilism is, how one becomes a nihilist, and how to escape from nihilism. I also have an idea for a book for life post-nihilism. Because my ideas are so lengthy, I will not type them here.
Boco: You're a smart girl. Did you come to agreement with the Qohelet by intense thought? For me, reading something that says, "You're too dumb to figure it out so stop trying," doesn't quite satisfy me.