Pretty interesting story behind of your leaving Bisqwit (
http://tasvideos.org/Bisqwit.html), even I am not a religious or a believer of God and don't have anything against them. I have to say and admit that I am really openminded and thoughtful person to understand your situation. People keep searching for the truth of life, the real itself and different kind of adventures. People are strong, I've always helped and encouraged other people to get further in life even I've been in the egde of destruction, I don't care, people should live at their fullest and never change that smiling face off from faces. I want you to keep your mind, thinking and life clean and don't let the hatred, sadness or depression to get over your mind. Use your time well.
If you're interested, this is a A5 sized picture I did over a year ago. It's my way how I see this world and time:
http://www.aijaa.com/img/b/00336/4391648.jpg
Before you leave, remember my legendary name in your veins! Thumbs up :P